So, it has been 46 days since I last saw my husband, and 39 days since I last had two way communication with him…
The nights are lonely and the weekends are killers… the first two weeks were awesome.. I was enjoying my alone time and my space. I could do what I wanted when I wanted, nobody to answer to.
Okay, I did have this “Curfew”. I have an extremely loving family, very protective, and even at the age of 35, every night I still need to ket my dad know that I am doing ok, and I am home safely from work. It can seem a bit much, but at the end of the day…love is what gets me through.
So 46 days down the road, my heart is longing, and my body is aching for his arms. Life at the moment seems like a mundane drag along… Wake up…go to work…come home….eat…bath…watch series and sleep.. day after day.
I do not have human children, but my babies are cats… four of them, and I love them to bits….although one has been out galavanating for two days now, and I cant help but stress, that one is a roaming spirit.
So tonight I will wonder where my baby is, and what he is up to…and I will think of my love and hope that he is warm and dreaming of me..
Day by day…..
